Wednesday, December 17, 2008
hmm.... life isnt that great for me... every single day is another boring and unhappy day
hmm.... i wish i could go to work now... the work keep me from thinking the wrong way
and i think i getting very very tired.... i wish this is a nightmare that i could wake up from but no... even i think i getting further from god.... i pray less nowadays ... skip service ..... and skip cell group.
There no 1 in this world could help it... i wish my life could go back... life isnt wad u think it shuld be it wad u do that leads to the real life maybe i should not be in this world ..... i dun wan to let my cg and fren know abt my prob... i wan to kip this sercert to myself... haha... i cant believe wad a family i have.... everyday there will be nagging ,scolding, and even critism of me, no 1 in my life cares wad am i doing....haha even now my family is just leaving me and go for dinner.... haha i think that my life haha ... haha i tired realli realli tired
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
ah wad trouble day why isnt any good happen to me....
haaa christmas reminds a hurtful memory... the year seem pass so fast... it has been 1 year
christmas sometimes i just hate christmas i dun know why may be it just me....
i am tired of my life no 1 seem to care haha even for my family , they just dun seem to understand my feeling my life... no 1 seem to understand except for her...... my hands is cover with scars my pain no 1 seem to understand.... just leave me alone plz!!!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
AHHh time to blog le.... hmm todae as usual working... but todae quite slack carry wood onli... but my working station very hot and stuffy... then go eat... stupid jason call me alot of stupid names... then i dun noe while walking bak to the factory i kept very quite... they kept toking lor. reach factory play PSp then go start work le... today quite funny cuz our break 3pm start then the fire alarm rang then they say go down but in the end we go to the canteen and have tea break haha... bla bla bla then go bak start work... tired sia, nid to use the lifter to lift the wood up and pull... heavy sia nid 2 ppl i think after 1month my hands musle shuld big 1 muahaha... at 6pm then go liao dam happy last day of the week .... i think everyday i hurt my hand sia... 1 week 5 scar.... 3 weeks more = 15more scars wa kao... haha sian ah okay lah i go bath and go my favourite place todae haha
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Hmm time for blogging since todae too tired to do anythin.... todae went to work around 6am ( hardworking yea!) haha since so bored might as while make time out it clean my blog lolx =D... lets continue... meet jason and rayson go work. Starting waiting for our transport to come fetch us.... in case u all wonder wad work i am working... i am working part time at a furniture factory... packaging work is dam tiring dun think it is so simple as u thing the wood is ok at 1st but imagin u nid to carry around 40pics per 1hr.... haha... reach at 1st do nothing then start do my work liao... actually i was very slack for sometime cuz my partrn nid to file the wood then send mi fo FOLD box dam relax work haha.... lunch time then work agian.... during work dam di siao make my diller go reverse then almost screw wrng.... haha then around 5.55pm my partern let me off liao then i meet jason they say got big spider then i go see and ask mi beat SIAO lah that spider is a black widow... 1st time see it up close too bad didnt take pic then go seat at the clock ther COUNT DOWN then jason say we come here is like "
sha pan yi diao chong, fang gong yi diao long!" it is so sure true haha...then go home rest... i think i blog until here... going to be too naggy =D cya guys
Thursday, December 4, 2008
lolx ....... finally holiday liao happi happi happi.... monday got job from jiahwee(my teacher) husband....nice very good now... posting this cuz NAT call mi do something LOLX... time to put some 4D oil and sandpaper on my blog haha... boring todae at home study like omg... then go sch around 1330... my bus was super fast todae dun noe why lah.... EST is 45min but in the end up... 30mins .. then wait for jason... reach sch... then that siao jason wan go toilet tied his 'ming gen zi'.... hair cuz he scared tio caught then cannot take test ... after that go in class do test..... lolx i was shock lor all the question i study that my teacher assk to study didnt come out so wt..... but nvm i noe hw to do... after that go home play com until now..... haven bath haha... okay lah i go bath liao cannot take it very sticky....
