Wednesday, December 17, 2008
hmm.... life isnt that great for me... every single day is another boring and unhappy day
hmm.... i wish i could go to work now... the work keep me from thinking the wrong way
and i think i getting very very tired.... i wish this is a nightmare that i could wake up from but no... even i think i getting further from god.... i pray less nowadays ... skip service ..... and skip cell group.
There no 1 in this world could help it... i wish my life could go back... life isnt wad u think it shuld be it wad u do that leads to the real life maybe i should not be in this world ..... i dun wan to let my cg and fren know abt my prob... i wan to kip this sercert to myself... haha... i cant believe wad a family i have.... everyday there will be nagging ,scolding, and even critism of me, no 1 in my life cares wad am i doing....haha even now my family is just leaving me and go for dinner.... haha i think that my life haha ... haha i tired realli realli tired
